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Intensive memories… November 6, 2008

Posted by loz121 in Uncategorized.
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I was watching a children’s hospital documentary programme on TV tonight and there was a teenager who had got meningitis and was in intensive care. She recovered from the awful meningitis but was left in Intensive care for 4 months when the meningitis affected her walking & left her weak.She was having a moment where she was fustrated about stuff and just wanted to go home and it brought back memories of the time from when I was in intensive care last year and suddenly found myself shedding a tear for her because I know just how hard it was to go through all that. I may not have had meningitis but I still had a life threatening condition where I felt all these emotions: How bloody frustrating it was to spend so long in hospital and you just want to go home, the learning to walk after being in bed for 6 long weeks, feeling so weak I could hardly stay awake or being so exhausted from the times I couldn’t sleep at night that I would cry. Feeling so weak that you can’t ever feel comfortable in bed because you can hardly move yourself and that you have to rely on nurses to look after you. Having too much time to think about things that you drive yourself mad! The torment I put my family through while I was on life support and the fact they had to come to say good bye. The confusion of bits and pieces that my family told me about what happened.
I really do not know how I got though it all and I cannot tell you how fantastic the intensive care nurses are! They really do cope with a hard job and the fact that they were so nice and were always smiling, had a laugh with them got me through one more day…
I was asked if I wanted to go back to look round intensive care and see it from another point of view about a week after I left but I said no because I had already spent 6 weeks there and felt it wasn’t necessary. Although a few months after I left hospital and I had to go for a check up, we bumped in to some of the intensive care nurses and they were really pleased to see me looking so much better than I was while I was there.
Some days, my mum reminds me how lucky I am to even be here and you know, I think she’s right.
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1. Julie Layne - November 10, 2008

I’m just down the road from you in Preston while my husband’s on business and I saw that same program. The girl was precious–so caught between being a little girl and a big girl. I was so happy to see how well she recovered.

Really enjoying visiting your country! I went to York for a few days last week and it was one of my favorite places so far.

2. Julie Layne - November 10, 2008

I’m just down the road from you in Preston while my husband’s on business and I saw that same program. The girl was precious–so caught between being a little girl and a big girl. I was so happy to see how well she recovered.Really enjoying visiting your country! I went to York for a few days last week and it was one of my favorite places so far.


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